Suenos / Dreams (Week 4)

I had such a crazy dream last night, but now I feel so much better. Yelling at someone and being able to tell them that you hate them, that you can't stand their way of being and that they are the most selfish peroson you have ever met in such a sincere and real way is so freeing. Sometimes you just can't tell them in their face. I chose not to because so much time has passed, we don't speak anymore but it doesn't mean that their actions still don't hurt me. I believe that this is my way of working through these issues and moving past them. Wish more of my dreams were this way.

So this reading deprivation situation is hard...but I made a slight adjustment. I decided that from yesterday til tomorrow I am allowed to read for at 3 hours and take care of whatever I got to do, but the rest of the weeken Thursday -Sunday -no reading whatsoever. Que raro, why would you not read? Well, this program that I am doing to recoer my creative self...which reallly means recovering myself make it an requirement in week 4.

It is ok for you to write, speak, listen to music but no reading -this also includes no TV. I've done a pretty good job of not watching T.V. I am actually cooking a full-fledge dinner tonight. Wepa! Arroz, habichuelas, arepitas y pescado! Huge deal, haven't done that I think like ever.

So I guess I am making my dreams come true.